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I shake my head whenI shake my head when
... people trust me so much.
It is not that I do not like it.. but I really hate making promises I can't keep.
...people expect so much from me.
It is not that I do not like the challenge but I like doing things my way.
... people thought I know everything
when in fact I just happen to have read more than they do
... people thought I am responsible.
because fucking up things in the past taught me better.
... people believe all what I say.
just because they couldn't think of any better ideas.
... people thought I am kind.
they never knew how tiring it is to be mad all the time.
I shake my head because I am a contradiction.
Life has taught me that there is order in confusion.
Misplaced ConfessionThe Misplaced Confession
The sun's departing rays touched Victoria's face as she ran at the bare hallway. It's almost five pm. The school fair just ended this week and most of students are too tired to attend club meetings.
Victoria's club was dismissed early. She was about to meet her best friend Bernadette outside the campus when she saw a weird letter in her locker.
It's not the usual scented ones she receives; she hoped it's not one of those hate mails that have anthrax.
Ever since she won those trophies and recognition in junior high, she became the school's hero when it comes to sports. People clamor to her when she plays tennis, badminton, basketball, track & field and even swimming. She really didn't mind the attention and popularity. Every now and then she receives letters of admiration from her fellow classmates. Victoria's school mate and cousin Nelly even jokingly admits that she wanted
- Moment -If I were to hold your hand
Please don't let go
No matter how frail
No matter how weak
Hold it so.
If there is nothing to see
Let me still look
Because beyond those eyes
A calm, peaceful place
Like that of a brook.
With you I cherished
The silence of this place
Your warmth, your voice
And the smile contours
Of your face.
- Sana -Ang paglubog ng araw
Diwa ko'y naglalakbay
Guhit ng palad sa aking mga kamay
Kapalaran ang kulay.
Kung ika'y nalulungkot
Sa iyong pag iisa
Alalahanin mo ang tumawa
At tayo'y magsaya.
Kumirot man ang puso mo
Huwag kang lalayo
Pag-ibig ko sa'yo.
Ang iyong mga titig
Nagdadala ng ligalig
Sana siya ay kalimutan
At ako ang iyong hagkan.
Sa ating mundo
May tila isang anghel
Dati rati'y nahahagkan
Ngayo'y pangarap na lang
At bakit aking natatanaw
Ang aking luha sa karagatan
Baliw na nangungulila
Sa labi mo at salita.
Tanggapin mo ang alay ko
Mula sa aking puso
Hihintayin ko dito
Na magbalik ang iyong anino.
Sa aking paglisan
Ako'y iyong kalimutan
Di ako karapat dapat
Sa puso mong matapat.
Alam kong labis kang nasaktan
Puso mo sana ay pagbuksan.
Ayokong ika'y magdusa
Sana'y makahanap ng iba.
-Last November-Last November
How could you say ever after?
When your love changes just like the weather
How could your devotion be so untrue
When you took my arms and kissed my blues
Then comes tomorrow you said
I wanted to run after you
But chasing the wind I cannot do
Such distance so far like the sky
You have gone where I cannot fly
I was left here
To cry and cry.
You promised me that we will always be together
Back from the days when the sun was warmer
When people thought we are inseparable
How I wish I knew what comes after
In the cold autumn
- Here comes the World -Here comes the world
And I am in pain
The pleasures of dont
Though I entered in vain.
What comes after
That I didnt care
But woe is me
I am wrong and scared.
I see and talk about
But understood like a clown
It runs wild to my heart
And it pulls me down.
Forgive me for what I am
As I curse to the sky
For all the sick lies
I have yet to cry.
Feed me with life
In this cradle of tears
Walk not on my agony
Hear now my fears.
Here comes the world
I have yet a lot to see
My wishes is known
I beg to set it free.
EnoughOur time is ticking.
It's passing us by
And we're waiting around
Why not give it a chance
No matter what they say.
No matter what words may fall
From their gnarled, twisted mouths.
I want you.
And only you.
People will try to pin us against each other
And we listen to them.
Why don't we stand up for one another?
Time is passing us by
And we are in our prime.
This is our time to make mistakes
So take my hand...
Let's do the impossible.
Because for you- I'd go anywhere.
I'd do anything...
Time is of the essence...
And all arrows are pointing to you.
Be with me.
Let's show them
What two people can do
When they love each other
Till Death Do us Part "Yome...
I know what I said before...
And I still think that I,
I am not good enough for you...
If you don't leave me,
After I told you to...
I know you're the one for me...
I've caused you trouble and pain,
All of my constant crying,
Has gotten worst.
I don't want you to endure the pain,
That I have been giving you.
'Kiss me at my deathbed'
I would die,
You're forever my Yome...
And we'll always be together.
Till death awaits us.
I love you.
The memories...are they gone?
I'm always watching you..
"Baby...I rarely see you anymore..".
Don't you dare thing that I'm not beside you...
"You're poison in my heart..."
We will always be together.
"I wish I could say the same..."
Don't worry my baby...
"My pain is affecting me... more and more each day..."
Wipe those tears from your pretty face...
"They're been imprinted on my skin...from so much hurt and pain."
Turn that frown upside down...
"It's impossible to have a complete life..."
Always be positive...
"Things will never be the same..."
Don't worry my baby...
"Baby you worry me..."
Even if you don't see me when I'm watching you...
"Doko...? Doko Desu Ka?'
You should know...
"I'm naive...I could never find out even if I tried...."
That I'm always here... for you...
"Are you...are you really?"
Don't worry my baby...
"1 time, 2 times, 3 t
Crawling Back to YouThis bar has our song on repeat,
And how ironic the lyrics have become,
And how ironic is it that I'm terrified of
Contacting you for the same reason that
Makes me want to message you.
And I feel like everything between
Us was a lie
And I feel like I will always wish
We hadn't ended like this.
And perhaps somewhere there are
Two people living in some country
On the other side of the world that
Were also in our situation
And they made better decisions than us
And maybe they were able to fix what
And maybe, just like this song,
One of us will get on their knees
And crawl back to the other,
And maybe this time the other
One will swallow their pride
This can all just become a funny story
We pretend didn't happen.
Felicia (my Loki X siren story.) introduction Felicia. That's my name. What's it mean? Happy. It means happy....for an unhappy siren. oh, Siren? my mistake, i am a siren. and no, sirens are not mermaids. We may have tales, but we do things they can't. First of all, our singing is enchanting. Our song is who we are...while if a mermaid tries to sing it sounds like two sea shells clanging against each other. But our singing is special. I guess guess you could say that hypnotizing men with our musical voices and bringing them to there deaths are bad and evil, and i won't lie. i hate doing it, and that is what angers my pod, but what made them...banish me...is because i went up into the 'surface world', is what we call it.Sirens are forbidden to go up, but i was so fascinated that i actually went on land and i discovered that i could grow human legs. i was overjoyed but it took some getting use to...to...walking. you felt a lot heavier and wobbly. My pod banished me without hesitating that day when i returned to them. I was hear
A. Ch.W znojnym czasie płodów Ziemi zbierania
Przed Słońcem nieosłonięty, gorącem rażony
Majaczysz się mnie w oddali
jasnością cery zjawy
dziewczęcym ust zarysem
Zdaje się mnie, że zaplatasz mnie w warkocze płowe
i kołyszesz, tulisz nimi
śpiewasz mi zbawiennie
zapadam się we śnie kojącym
Marzeniu, że nad wodą, przy stawie
Radośnie tańczysz ze mną, gwałtowanie
Gdzie boginki drżą nam fletnią oszalało
Odziana, włosami tylko swymi zasłonięta
złotawymi, falującymi, w kolorze żyta
mieniące, światło Księżyca odbijające
Spojrzenie me motasz
że wzroku nie oderwę
oczu nie mrużę, boleśnie
albowiem zachłannie się wpatruję
Z objęć Twych budzę się okrutnie
দিন কেটে সাঁঝ নেমে আসে,
সূর্যের কমলার শেষ আভাটুকু;
দিশাহীন অনন্তে ভাসে।
আর আঁধারের নিঠুর হৃদয়,
পৃথিবীর লাশটাকে কুরে কুরে খায়।
জোনাকি একলা উড়ে যায়।
চাঁদ যবে রা&
Ocean Love by NourinHe has a warm sigh, that becons to me- "Come to me, sweet love".
A warm embrace- calming, soothing- his very touch has me in ecstasy.
He caresses me gently, and withdraws with a single satisified sigh.
When we cannot be together, I long with every inch of my heart to be in the vast expanse of his love again.
Sleep not, my sick roseThe curve of the moon elides your chest;
How could I forget those lips,
Lips laced with hemlock and Keats.
My heart aches, even now, your eyes
Speak numb joy.
Your verse, an incantation to the dead, leaves me in awe.
The dead rise at your behest, your heartbeat drums their march.
Fly, fly nightingale;
My love eats at the door of Keats.
Today SearchingFor so long, I can't forget
The small things
That we fought over
How those memories
Filled my day.
Inside my heart
I can still feel you
Like a classic song
And like a prayer
The happiness is kept here.
Sometimes I wanted to scream
But I'm just a helpless fellow
Wandering in this large city.
Looking at the far corners
Avoiding the noise of strangers
As the rain falls on my head
I remember your umbrella.
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